Hello my friends, I hope you are all well and doing ok out there, finding your way gently through these strange, strange days. Finally I feel I have just about the right kind of head space to be here opening up my Attic window for a chat, after what has felt like a very flat, deflated week or two. I have felt ok really, just a bit drained and lacking in any kind of motivation to get things done.
The days flutter past and I allow myself to drift rather listlessly through the hours, keeping a hold (just about) of the small, mundane routines that I've managed to form for myself during these stay-home days. I honour my natural body clock which always sees my eyes opening just after 6 am and wanting to close just after 10 pm. I make time for a morning workout, prepare and eat healthy food, drink more water and less coffee. Enjoy my daily walk around and about the neighbourhood.
And yet I seem to spend lots of time in the day feeling like I am simply trying to fill the hours until the next meal time or snack time or bed time. I can't seem to settle on anything much and find myself doing the most random things at random times, as and when the mood suddenly strikes. Getting down on my knees and scrubbing those awkward tiles right behind the toilet. Defrosting the iceberg out of the freezer. Potting up some baby petunias that a friend gave me last week. Some stop-start crochet here and there, a flick through a few magazine pages.
It all feels quite disjointed as if I've somehow slipped out of the groove I'm supposed to be on and don't quite know how to get myself back into it. I guess it's just a symptom of these strange times and actually I haven't been too worried about my lethargy. It seems to be a natural result of spending so much extended time in the house, and I am quite sure I'll find my way back into a more productive state of mind soon enough.
It's funny because at the start of Lockdown (a whole eight weeks ago now) I felt convinced that I would be blogging way more than usual, using my days to write, to connect, to chat, to share, to remember. There would be loooooads of time to catch up with blog posts that I've fallen behind with (hello Dahlia Ta-dah post, I'm looking at you, half written in draft and waiting oh so patiently for me to return). But it hasn't been like that at all, has it?! Hahaha! I will try to be here more from now on as I really want to start feeling more productive and balanced again, and to ease myself away from this permanent sluggish weekend-vibe. Have to admit that I am deep down AdOrInG the perpetual weekend vibe mind you, but maybe after eight weeks it's time to make my days count for something more.
As you can see from these photos, I continue to find a huge amount of pleasure in the season we're in and my daily walks make me soooo happy even though they are extremely repetitive. The shadow above shows me and Little Lady, taking our walk one evening and loving the light and warmth that was still so glorious at 8pm.
The woodland is utterly captivating in May, and I absolutely love being out amongst it all.
The wild garlic began to flower profusely during week 7.....
.....and the sight and scent of it all was almost overwhelming. So much natural beauty right there, and I'm extremely grateful that walking through the woods has become a part of our daily lives. It never fails to lift my spirits even on particularly flat days.
I'm still on with the Aria blanket, although it spent almost a week in the naughty corner. Poor thing, it wasn't at all the fault of the blanket. I started work on the border but didn't pay enough attention to what I was doing and managed to miss out a few colours which meant pulling out two big huge rounds to put it right. It took me almost a week to work myself up to the business of yanking out all those neat stitches, but once I got over myself and stopped sulking it was all OK again and I fell straight back in love.
As you can see, the Aria blanket is already being used around here, and truly the Little People seem to really love it especially as they've been quite involved in watching me making it during the past month. I am so close to finishing it - I'm currently poised ready to tackle the edge of The Edge, all very exciting.
The kitty is her usual aloof crazy self, seeming to love having us all around but managing to look utterly bored by us all at the same time. I snapped the above photo of her early one morning when the Little People had yet to surface and all was still quiet and peaceful downstairs. She definitely finds Little B a challenge, he makes her ears constantly twitch as he is sooooooo noisy and boisterous all the time. I do feel for her, my own ears are pretty twitchy these days as it's very, very hard to find any quiet space in this house.
Another week and another tray of lockdown flapjack, dried apricot this time. I don't get bored of making it (recipe HERE if you are interested in how easy it is) and the Little Peeps certainly don't seem to be bored of eating it.
I spent some time jaunting in Magazine Wonderland in week 7, allowing myself to finally open and devour the May issue magazines which arrived at the end of March. My, my, such beauty in those pages, even if the dreamy aspirational quality of the photos makes them ever so slightly deflating at times. I look at the huuuuuuuuuuuuuge grassy gardens and wish for some green space of my own.
I gaze at the huuuuuuuuuuuuuge roomy rooms and sigh with longing.
And then I remind myself to continue appreciating my modest house and tiny back yard as I always have done and not get swept up in a tide of envy as no good can come of it. But isn't the above kitchen just so dreamy? I would really dearly love that kind of space.
Another weekend arrives and so we take our longer walk (around 6 miles), leaving the woods behind and striding out over open fields instead.
Cows have suddenly arrived in the fields to join the sheep and they are always curious about us humans as we pass by their open air homes.
We walk past a farm right next to the canal and have been watching these goslings grow over the past few weeks. Sometimes they are wandering about in the field and sometimes they come down to the water, they really are so fluffy and beautiful. I can't resist stopping to chat to them, even if J and the Little People roll their eyes and look at me like I'm crazy.
It's extremely relaxing walking along this stretch of the canal as it's a few miles out of town and very quiet. Usually in May it's busy on the waterways with boats sailing back and forth, but of course there are no boats moving about on the water at the moment and that definitely adds to the tranquillity.
I love that lonesome blue boat, moored up quietly right on the bend there. I have no idea whether it's someones permanent home or a holiday boat but every time I walk past it I find myself wondering what it would be like to call a boat home?
The cow parsley is just starting to burst into flower in hedgerows and along footpaths and it is so beautiful. It's treated as a bit of a weed I suppose (it is very prolific and grows everywhere) but I absolutely love it, those delicate little froths of flowers are enchanting.
Another weed growing absolutely everywhere is the dandelion, and due to this long spell of dry warm weather they are already in seed. I don't love them quite as much as cow parsley, but those seed heads do hold a lot of childhood nostalgia. Even as we walked past this clump, Little Lady (age 16) plucked up a stem and blew away the seeds "to see what time it is". I wonder, is this a worldwide thing? Do dandelions grow everywhere on this planet, and do all children use them as clocks?
Sometimes towards the end of a long day I'll find myself in desperate need of some alone time. I make myself a drink (often a peppermint or fruity tea infusion which I've recently rediscovered after not having them for ages) then head upstairs and gently close the door to my bedroom. I pull on some woolly knitted socks for comfort and settle on my bed to sip my drink and just relax my mind a little. I don't do anything specific, sometimes just sitting and allowing my mind to wander and ponder is enough, and sometimes I pull out my tablet and browse through favourite blogs, Pinterest, or YouTube.
I'm pretty new to YouTube as generally I much prefer digesting photos and written words rather than videos and audio. I don't really have much idea of what to look for on YouTube yet, or what sort of content might inspire me, but I'm quite enjoying discovering a new-to-me medium. I've been enjoying some food channels mixed with photogenic slow living, lifestyle/interiors and a little bit of motivational stuff thrown in. Pick Up Limes is a current fave and although I'm not contemplating going vegan, I have always been very inspired by wholesome, healthy cooking and eating. Also, I really love the passionate and beautiful way in which Sadia prepares, presents and adores her food, it's just so beautiful! If you have any recommendations for YouTube I would dearly love to hear them.
Another thing I do when I retreat to my bedroom in the evenings is light this jar candle beside my bed. It's an old one from last summer and I adore the clean, soft scent of it. It's these little rituals and pleasures which are really keeping me grounded at the moment, I'm holding onto the little things that bring quiet pleasure to my days.
Well another day has passed and this blog post is coming together veeeeery slowly in stops and starts, I'm so sorry if it all seems a bit disjointed here in the Attic. As you know I don't tend to edit my writing (other than a basic check through for typos) so I've no idea if my words are even making sense to be honest, but I hope that even if I'm writing absolute tripe you can still enjoy the pictures :)
Week 8 has very little to show for it as I didn't seemingly feel very inspired to point my camera at anything much.
There is wild garlic of course, as I can't seem to stop myself trying to capture this season that I love so very much.
Almost every single day we walk this same route into the woods to feast on the green and white display.....
....it's just so abundant and fresh, both the visuals and the scent, and I wish I was better able to describe it to you.
Beautiful, intoxicating, uplifting, every single little bit of it.
We've only seen a smattering of bluebells this year as they are scarce in our local woodland (the garlic more than makes up for it mind you), and I think they are almost over now for another year.
The lambs in the big field are growing large now, and they aren't at all bothered by us humans. We always linger a little at the top of the hill, partly to recover from the long climb up, and partly to take in the sweep of the view which has our home nestled into it. Sometimes on quiet, still afternoons when I'm sat in my little back yard, I can hear the lambs and sheep baaaaaaing from their hilltop field and it's such a comforting sound somehow. I do really love where I live.
Last week was quite a cold one, and woolly jumpers and socks were most definitely needed even inside the house. My hands don't do so well when I'm cold so I do my best to keep warm especially when I plan to crochet. Little B took the above photo of me warming up my fingers before getting on with the Aria border - this was after I had finished sulking and pulled out the Wrong Rows and I was happily enjoying this blanket all over again.
The kitty doesn't take more than 2.5 seconds to jump in and claim my space if I happen to get up and leave the Big Chair for any reason. Mind you, I can't blame her as this over sized old chair is such a cosy spot and one of my favourite places to sit during the day. She really does seem to appreciate my crochet (especially after it has been warmed up by my backside first).
I'll be working on the pattern and tutorial for the Aria blanket this week - it's a lot of work but I'm really looking forward to getting stuck into it. I'm sorry I don't have a release date for this yarn kit and pattern just yet but as soon as I know when it's possible for my friends at Wool Warehouse to make it happen, I'll be sure to let you know.
Well I think that's about all for now, thank you as always for taking the time to digest my witterings and keep me company with your lovely, lovely comments, I appreciate them so much. I hope you are all keeping cheery, and that your spirits are positively inflated and not deflated. I am sending you all the brightest, cosiest happy stay-home vibes.
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Glad you're staying safe. My wife went vegan this year, it's been a little challenging but she feels much better for it.
Posted by: Justin | May 26, 2020 at 01:06 PM
Hi Lucy! I was born and bred in New Zealand and as children we blew on the dandelion seed heads to make a wish! Love your blog by the way! I have been following you for a number of years now and your blog gives me a lot of comfort!
Posted by: Angela | May 26, 2020 at 12:16 PM
Hello Lucy, I so know what you mean about flip-flopping from one thing to another. I thought I would crack on with a load of sewing projects, but I have only been mending. I did however manage to start off a sourdough starter(mainly due to the lack of yeast in the shops). I now have a compulsion to make bread every day, utterly delicious, maybe not so good on my waistline! My crochet is rather stop start too, my blanket is going to be a Christmas present, so a bit more start needed than stop. Never forget the me time, it's just a full stop in the paragraph of the day. xxx
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Hi Lucy!!!
Thank you for sharing pictures of your daily walks especially the ones with the beautiful animals. The sheep are my favorite. You do live in such a gorgeous place.
Posted by: Jania Rosario | May 25, 2020 at 06:56 PM
Hi Lucy, it's lovely to read your blogs. I'm glad that you and your family are well. I'm trying to finish a blanket that I originally started 5 years ago. Not good I know but, I have made other blankets for new babies born in the mean time 😊 Stay safe. Take care. Melissa
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Posted by: Field Engineer | May 24, 2020 at 04:44 AM
Dear Lucy- I have read your blog now for over three years and you always manage to write so eloquently- and with humility and love - and I just am in awe of how you manage to sum up the atmosphere and the feelings in your life. I often feel like Im living a parallel life having three children myself - 2 who are in the their teen and then a much younger boy who is now 9 but sadly I am not such a gifted Crocheter and only came to crochet 3 years ago now. Here in the Netherlands we are gradually coming out of Lockdown but my Lethargy is prevailing. I had promised myself I would finish my sweet Pea rogue blanket which was for my daughter to take to University but it looks like she will not go now as the British Unis are looking like they will continue online and I was planning on starting the Coastal for my youngest. However I have started 4 other projects and have settled on the positivity mandalas to send as gifts to my family and friends still in Lockdown in the Uk - I have completed 2 now and so excited to get their phone-calls when they receive them, It had always been on my list to add a comment here to let you know how you brighten my life with your blog and photos and wonderful patterns - Thank You Thank You Thank You.
Posted by: Frankie Rees | May 23, 2020 at 06:02 PM
Hi Lucy,
Thankyou for your honest words.
I am lucky i”m back at work, but still like to have 5 mins alone in the house. Felt bad thinking it but glad i”m not the only one.
I spend alot of time looking at kitchens:) we are rebuilding our house (5 year plan) so its something i”m always busy with.
Do you know arne and carlos? I float between you guys.
They are taking a break at the moment but there’s enough youtube blogs to feed any me time.
Take care ❤️
Posted by: Sarah | May 23, 2020 at 07:42 AM
Hi Lucy...my daughter who lives in Birmingham told me about your blog before Lockdown. I live in Fiordland, NZ and I have so enjoyed journeying with you at this time....have made the oatcake breakfast several times ( today I added an old mashed banana)...I have begun crocheting polyanthus and went to the nursery ( we are currently in Alert level 2 so can move about, but with restrictions), and brought some polyanthus which look very cheery in the garden and will continue to do so through our winter. We are in the last days of autumn, so it might be time to work on the autumn garland.....our daughter and her family were due to come out for holiday this July but it's no longer going to happen...so it's been helpful and inspiring to walk through your springtime countryside...helps me feel closer to them......thanks so much for all you share.
Posted by: Jennifer Tapsell | May 23, 2020 at 03:47 AM
Dandelions: I’m 60 and in Australia we also grew up “telling the time “ by them. Small world!
Posted by: Faye | May 22, 2020 at 11:02 PM
Loved this little catch up with you, Lucy, as I crochet my own Harmony Blanket. I'm at the join-as-you-go part and it's just so much fun to watch it coming all together. We have dandelions but have never heard of telling the time with them. One of my very favorite YouTube channels at the moment is Kirsten. She and her husbands are Germans living in the UK and renovating their Victorian terraced house and they are the cutest couple I've ever seen! Hope you enjoy your weekend!
Posted by: Elise | May 22, 2020 at 07:57 PM
Thanks Lucy as always for the lovely insight into your days. I love to read these. I'm still working full time in quite a stressful job but have discovered I can crochet little flowers during online meetings to keep my hands busy. There is a lovely little initiative for the local children's ward who are giving out these little flowers for the poorly children's families who are unable to be there with their sibling, child, grandchild, during these ever such strange times. I feel blessed to be able to help in a tiny little way. Needless to say I'm using odds and ends from my Attic24 blankets to create these colourful little blooms :-) Sending lots of love. Hx
Posted by: Helen | May 22, 2020 at 02:39 PM
How thankful I am that I'm not lazy or unmotivated! When lockdown was first announced here I was visiting my husband in temporary nursing care. Suddenly I could no longer visit and felt my legs were cut off. I should have got on with the long list of things to finish as my classes and sewing groups were all cancelled. Thought I would prepare my class stuff ready for my ladies when we were allowed to meet again but my mojo was also locked down! We are very thankful here in Australia as our leaders shut down international borders as well as state borders and even regional borders within the state's but we are grateful now for the strict measures. We are really saddened by the terrible time so many are having overseas but also gladdened to see the wonderful things people do to help others, especially that wonderful Captain Tom who walked to raise money for covid projects. His love and generosity has touched many hearts.
One thing about this time, it has made my husband and I appreciate family especially our grandchildren - little ones not really understanding why they couldn't hug us. Loved your beautiful photos. It looks to be a beautiful part of the world.
Posted by: Ada | May 22, 2020 at 02:08 AM
Hello, here across the pond the dandelions are for wishes. If you blow them all off with one blow you get your wish. My youngest would get so excited whenever he saw a 'weesh flower',and now he towers over me and time went so fast.
Posted by: Kimberly | May 21, 2020 at 05:11 PM
Hi Lucy, I only recently discovered you and your blog, in February actually. I ordered the Dune blanket yarn pack as I had a sudden urge to crochet a granny stripe blanket. I had not crocheted in over 40 years but sudden inspiration is always exciting isn't it? During the past weeks, I have ONLY wanted to crochet my gorgeous blanket, to walk with my sweet lab and watch comforting movies. Like yourself, and many of these lovely ladies who have commented, I found it difficult to focus. Crocheting my blanket has been truly therapeutic and comforting, exactly what I needed during a strange , frightening and difficult time. Thank you Lucy from the bottom of my heart, for your blog, and your gorgeous happy blankets. I am very grateful that I discovered you in your lovely corner of the world. I live in a small town named Brighton but in Canada, not in UK.
Posted by: Norma | May 20, 2020 at 10:23 PM
Dandelions! Here in Los Angeles I grew up making wishes on them. If you blew out all the seeds in one blow your wish would come true. But I like yours much better. No missing out! You always find something out. “What time it is”. How lovely.
Posted by: Joya Roy | May 20, 2020 at 07:46 PM
hello lucy, always enjoy catching up on your postings, its an 'odd', surreal' time isnt it...my body does feel a bit all over the place and my mind doesnt settle easily either...i find i'll loose myself in hanging the washing out, walking or spending time in the garden...but when I sit i feel lost somehow i just cant explain it...I'm so glad we have plenty of country walks around us to escape and forget the world troubles...Love your yarny makes! and those socks! beautiful country side around you too...Me and my daughter Sophia often pick the dandelions and blow and say its all the fairies!!...fly off make a new home ( or seed somewhere knew) Im sure my mother and nanny did the same when i was a little girl...yes i wonder if they grow all over the world?. Cow parsley is my favourite at this time of year! froffy lanes! blissful!!! take care, kazzy x (country rabbit blogspot)
Posted by: kazzy | May 20, 2020 at 06:27 PM
I made the 'flap jacks' which in Florida are pancakes. I loved them before they went into the fridge and today I'm eating them with my 4 yo grandson who loves them also. He loves the shiney, smooth, buttery bottoms the best. Thanks
Posted by: Mary W | May 20, 2020 at 03:39 PM
I don't watch a lot of you tube but I love The Last Homely House East of the Sea. I try and watch every evening. I hope you check it out and enjoy Kate's charming videos.
Posted by: Denise | May 20, 2020 at 01:02 PM
Dear Lucy, you describe the lockdown lethargy perfectly. I think we all expected to be productive and creative with all this time on our hands, but we're living with an undercurrent of anxiety and uncertainty, and it's distracting and draining.
If you want to know what it's like to live aboard a narrowboat, search for Travels by Narrowboat and Cruising the Cut on YouTube. Those are two "vlogs" about life on a narrowboat. In one episode of Travels by Narrowboat, the guy spends a wonderful day in Skipton. I kept my eyes peeled for Cooper's as he strolled around town, but if he showed it, it escaped my notice.
Posted by: T. | May 20, 2020 at 02:50 AM
These are enormously different times. We just have to go with what the day suggests and be kind to ourselves.
"You do not have to walk on your knees. For a hundred miles through the desert,repenting. You only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves" (Wild Geese - Mary Oliver) (poem discovered thro Soulemama, bless her!)
Posted by: kate bates | May 19, 2020 at 09:28 PM
Lucy, I love to read your witterings. You write as if you are in the room with me sharing your photos. I love that. I also feel like I’m drifting by. It’s as if I’m waiting for life to start up again. I think I am mourning for my previous way of life. I’m treating myself gently and I work on having accomplishments each day to feel good. Being outside helps. Just having a change in scenery makes a difference in my mood. My knitting project is on a time out and I’ve been crocheting baskets. Something much easier to do at the moment. My Dalia blanket is waiting for ends to be darned in (I know, I know...I didn’t do them as I went along) and then a border. It’s a gift for a friend and I have until Dec to finish it. Anyway, thank you for sharing your thoughts and pictures and your life with us. I think of you as a friend and wish all good things for you and yours! Lynn
Posted by: Lynn Dee Butler | May 19, 2020 at 07:22 PM
Hi Lucy
Always enjoy your honest blogs. Not to mention the beautiful photos from your part of the world. I would recommend Kate from the last homely house east of the sea. Her vlogs remind me a little of your blogs.
Posted by: Adele Seaman | May 19, 2020 at 06:02 PM
As always, your thoughts are true and your camera is brilliant. Do you cook with the dandelions? and the garlic?
Posted by: EL | May 19, 2020 at 05:27 PM